it is 7am. i do NOT want to go to Adprod class because it is full of bull and we dont learn anything. It is a waste of our time. Sana may bagyo, or bumaha sa espanya. It is very selfish of me to be wishing this but submissions are running SO TIGHT and by my calculations, if classes are cancelled today, a whole lot of shit would get bumped back and wed have more time and a healtier reserve of sanity to finish shit properly.
but im thankful, thankful for the deadlines. Lloyd pointed out that we work a lot faster now and im very proud of my block. Last monday in Package Design class, our plates (a design for a VIrgin Coconut Oil product line with variants) were all lined up for grading. Grades were only supposed to be 1-3-5 but every single one was so lovely to look at... so no one bombed that plate and im glad.
Sa sembreak. i hope i can get of my very lazy ass and go out and take pictures. As much as i love taking pictures of pretty people, nothing compares to the feeling of going out into the markets, plazas, old churches, to the streets of the philippine ghetto and having strangers smile at you, some shy, some extremely bibo and entertaining. Of course the grease people either pay no attention or make you run for your life. I love going out there with Paelo. He loves what he does, enough to be stupidly unafraid sometimes. And since hes so gwapo, the manangs cant say no. hahaha.
i have to stop buying expensive things that i cant even use on a weekly basis. i am very ashamed of myself. THINK, girl, THINK before you get shit, i feel like im sinking in to that old childhood habit again, na makabili lang for the sake na makabili ako. i disgust me. pft.
BUT. yesterday afternoon i was with my grandparents at gateway and my grandma asked me what i wanted. She was referring to clothes, shoes, etc. but instead i asked her to get me an UMBRELLA and a CAMERA BAG. painfully functional things!!! im so proud. i own an umbrella now!!!
the sun is about to shine and there is no sign of rain. yet.
im going to bathe now.
